Tell Him

You carry the weight of your sin, yet you want to be forgiven for them.

Tell them to God, and He will forgive you.

Psalm 32:5 (KJV) – I acknowledged my sin unto thee, and mine iniquity have I not hid. I said, I will confess my transgressions unto the Lord; and thou forgavest the iniquity of my sin. Selah.

Yourself

Your old self is buried with Christ at baptism.

Stop trying to dig up the old self and walk in your new self.

Romans 6:4 (KJV) – therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.