We talk to ourselves, rationalize to ourselves, to come up with our own resolutions to our own issues.
You talking to you, doesn’t give you a different perspective.
Talk to God, and let God work it out. He will bring that someone you need to talk to, to help you.
Stop talking to yourself.
Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV) – trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
I Peter 5:7 (KJV) – casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.

Whatever you do, know that it’s not between you and man, but between you and God.
“If I could just”. . . is a statement so many of us have made many times. Whatever the reason, the end result is achievement.
If we can accept those things we cannot change, our choices will be different, yet wiser. Which will reduce a lot of anxiety and pain, and will make us happier.

No matter what you have done in your past, or will do in your future, God will always love you.
We try to be perfect, and live a perfect life. We will never be perfect, nor live a perfect life, but we are perfected in Christ, who makes us perfect.
Lack of courage robs us from moving forward in our lives. It keeps us from being the person God wants us to be.