“If I could just”. . . is a statement so many of us have made many times. Whatever the reason, the end result is achievement.
The lady in the Bible, that had the issue of blood for 12 years, wanted it to stop. She believed, if she could just touch the hem of Jesus’ garment, she would be made whole.
What would you believe God for, if you could just touch the hem of his garment?
Matthew 9:20-21 (KJV) – and behold a woman, which was diseased with an issue f blood twelve years, came behind him, and touched the hem of his garment: for she said within herself, If I may but touch his garment, I shall be whole.

If we can accept those things we cannot change, our choices will be different, yet wiser. Which will reduce a lot of anxiety and pain, and will make us happier.

No matter what you have done in your past, or will do in your future, God will always love you.
We try to be perfect, and live a perfect life. We will never be perfect, nor live a perfect life, but we are perfected in Christ, who makes us perfect.
Lack of courage robs us from moving forward in our lives. It keeps us from being the person God wants us to be.
Look back at your life.
There’s nothing wrong with going after what you want. But some things aren’t meant for us to chase.