Before you make your next move, consider this . . .
You are going to have to answer to God for everything you have done, whether good or bad.
II Corinthians 5:10 (KJV) – for we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.

Are you affecting unbelievers, or are they infecting you?
If you’re not ready to commit, stop looking for the blessing.
We talk to ourselves, rationalize to ourselves, to come up with our own resolutions to our own issues.
Whatever you do, know that it’s not between you and man, but between you and God.
“If I could just”. . . is a statement so many of us have made many times. Whatever the reason, the end result is achievement.
If we can accept those things we cannot change, our choices will be different, yet wiser. Which will reduce a lot of anxiety and pain, and will make us happier.

No matter what you have done in your past, or will do in your future, God will always love you.