Your sin can never outweigh the grace that God has given you.
Bloom where you are planted in your forgiveness.
Where sin is, grace abound even more. Remember, you are saved by grace, not sin.
Romans 5:20 (KJV) – moreover the law entered, that the offence might abound. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound.
Ephesians 2:8 (KJV) – for by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God.