We have to learn to be obedient, follow instructions, in order to know how to lead.
Leadership is a decision, so is obedience. You just have to decide.
Mark 16:15 (KJV) – and he said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.
Romans 6:16 (KJV) – know ye not, that to whom ye yield yourselves servants to obey, his servants ye are to whom ye obey; whether of sin unto death, or of obedience unto righteousness?