We all have the mercy and compassion of God.
We have it, when God’s gives it. Not when we say to receive it.
Romans 9:15-16 (KJV) – for he saith to Moses, I will have mercy on whom I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whom I will have compassion. So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy.