In order to triump over something, you have to go through something.
Stop fighting against what’s meant to be your victory.
God’s grace is all you need.
II Corinthians 12:8-9 (KJV) for this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.